That I had and when you know better you do better exactly yeah
Yeah, and so was it your children or just this desire because what I have found is that?
Seek and you shall find and open in the doors
You know knocking the door should be open to you guys it was it the the culmination of having the child
Wanting something deeper in your life. Yeah, it's the combination of you know
wanting to really wanting to find my soul mate and
wanting a
Feeling of of of lasting happiness. Yeah, but I'm not doing it on my own
I mean I I have to say that you know there are no mistakes. I think everything happens for a reason and when I was
When I was pregnant with my daughter
Basically, that's when I started to study Kabbalah, and that you know it happened everything happened to me at once in this one
Like kind of section of my life where I was I had a deep yearning to understand
What I was doing what is Kabbalah? It's a belief system that gives you tools
to to deal with to deal with life and
there are a lot of
principles in in Kabbalah that that that resemble
Concepts in Christianity or in Buddhism and the fundamental principle is what that you are responsible for your right?
I'll give you two fundamental principles one is that is the issue of responsibility right yes
But we're responsible for everything that happens to us, but okay, and that we have to take responsibility for everything that happens to us right for instance
Good things happen to us. We win an award. We win a basketball game. We get a promotion, right?
We meet our the love of our lives, and we and we take ownership of that we go. I did that I
Attracted that yes, that's because of me. Yes, but then bad things happen to us right and you say an illness we get fired
This happened me, and that's we're divorced from that. We're disconnected from that. We we don't take responsibility
That's just something that happened to us
and
Obviously that's an absurd
Idea so first of all we take responsibility for everything and we understand that as we can draw positive we can draw negative
And then there's nothing happening out of order with you. No. Okay. There are laws what I believe
I don't know I believe in Kabbalah, but this is
These are my beliefs good. Yeah, you know you are you're a you're a closet. Have a list. I'm up
Yeah, I didn't know it yeah, but
The other principle is that that is that there is an all-giving all-loving force
You can you could call it God. I believe that to the light force of God the energy
You know whatever you know catalyst call it the light, but essentially it is God. Yeah, okay
So the idea is it that this force this God is all-loving and all-giving and when we disconnect from this force
We that's when we have chaos. That's when we invite pain and suffering into our lives
okay, and that leads me to
the children's books because
Now you're you're probably wondering well
How can I disconnect how what's the way I could disconnect from God or the light force of God or whatever?
Well, one of them is jealousy and envy
Coveting what somebody else has yeah
Not being grateful for the things you have and going looking at what they have and not being satisfied
I'm wanting what they have and that's what leads us
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Just yesterday just yesterday Madonna was in the news again when she made publishing history with the release of her first
Children's book it's called the English roses who would have thought Madonna would have ever done a children's book
Well, she keeps surprising the world. The book is really really charming. It's a story about five
11 year old girls who learn about jealousy and envy and friendship Madonna dedicated the book to her own children and
Madonna, please introduce us to the English roses. Okay. Okay starting from the right grace
Charlotte with the bangs Amy with the red hair Nicole with the glasses
And then when all these girls overcome their jealousy and envy they become friends with Dina who becomes the fifth English rose
I read this whole story. I think it's really really beautifully done
You did a great job a really great job, and I know a few things about books. So this is really a really good job
What's really interesting to me is when I was reading the story about the English roses and Dina
Are you being in the story?
No, you're not. No, okay
If it I'm not in the story. Okay. Okay. We have the English roses and they had had this other girl that they knew and
Her name was Bina and here are some things you should know about her. She was very very beautiful
She had long silky hair and skin like milk and honey. She was an excellent student and very good at sports
She was always kind to people she was special
But she was sad because even though she was the most beautiful girl anyone had ever seen she was also very lonely
She had no friends and everywhere. She went she was alone
By now, you're probably wondering what's a big deal if she was so nice. Why didn't the English roses invite her over for a cup of tea?
Then you say listen. I already told you why because they were a little jealous
So I was just wondering because she was one of those girls who seemed to have everything on the outside
Yeah, whether or not you were incorporating some of yourself. I may have unconsciously
Done that I mean to tell you the truth probably it was more inspired by my daughter
Really because she goes to the French school in in London. Mm-hmm. And there's most of the children are French there
Well, it's very international, but there's a little core group of girls that stick together that are English
And I went in for a meeting with the teacher to talk about my daughter
it was like one of those, you know every few months meetings that you have and
She told me like I said, well who are her friends and she said she hangs out with the English roses and
I said, oh who what's that?
And she said I was this group of English girls that stick together in the school and I thought it's a cute idea
You know, like I just had this idea the English roses
And I call that because they are the four English girls that stuck together in a French school
Oh, and you know in the typical English beauty is an English rose the pale complexion and you know all that stuff. So
But I also know that my daughter in school and on the playground was often it is often singled out
You know because I'm her mother and I think sometimes children unconsciously treat her differently
Because they perceive that she has more or she has everything and so I think I I kind of incorporated that into the story
The idea of the English roses the fact that you know, Beena's mother died when she was young
I know I used that for my own childhood. So it's a mishmash of
Experiences which is what right you can understand why I might think Beena might have something I can assure you that
I never thought I was beautiful as a child
So I wouldn't you know, uh-huh, you know, yeah, I know but I was thinking parts of the story might have something to do
Yeah, that so it really was inspired by your own children and reading to your own children at night. Yeah
Yeah, I mean for me it took to be able to write these books is
A huge blessing because first of all, I get to share things that I've learned
with children and
that's one thing and and the other is that
I have great stories in my opinion to read to my children at bed
So what age would you if you wanted to start reading this to your children?
What age well, I started writing that when my daughter was six
She's almost seven and she was my basically my co-editor on this. Yes, absolutely
She would tell you when things were boring mom, that's boring. You said that already get rid of that bit
Okay, and she but she she loved she loved it
Anything all the activities that they did it sounds like you have a great relationship with your daughter
It's good. Yeah
No, I do I have a great relationship with her, you know when you know, she's
She's a little bit more obsessed with her hair than I'd like her to be. I
Don't know where that comes a phase
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